Week 14 ~ 2018 Thankyous

I love this time of year!

All that is metaphorically represented between Winter Solstice, Christmas and the New Year is so inspiring to me.

I have never been happier or more grateful than at this point in my life.

I know that I wouldn’t have gotten to this place without the help, guidance, and love of some very key people.

Thank you my loving husband Jon of 38 years of marriage, our children Brittany, Ashley, Patrick, Patrick’s fiancée Brittney and our amazing twin grandsons Bentley and Karter.

Thank you Davene and Mark Januszewski and the MKMMA crew for your teachings and loving kick in the pants at a point I needed it most.

And thank you God- Universal Spirit- Life- Truth for all there is and giving us humans the gift of life and the use of our will for our thoughts.

Merry Christmas

Week 13 ~ 2018 Interesting Dream

This week I really believe that my subconscious mind is being rewritten in lightening speed!
I truly believe that my dreams hold a lot of insight into my beliefs, fears, dreams and hope that is buried in my subconscious mind.

Many dreams I have are complex with lots of scenes and stories all running at the same time. Most of them revolve around living with large groups of people all in the same building…. kind of like what I imagine a commune would be like.

This one was very different.

Let me back up.

This past 4 months I have been diving deep into the study of natural law and personal development, even more than my participation in my yearly Masterkeys Mastermind group.

Since September of this year, I have been an active member of the MasterKeys Mastermind…. growing myself and my business with learning to create new habits that support reaching the goals and dreams I have established for myself. This group meets weekly on Sundays for 3 hours….. plus approx. an hour of homework daily.

I have also chosen to be a part of a biweekly smaller mastermind group with some of the same people, intensely studying Wallace Wattles trilogy: The Science of Getting Rich, The Science of Being Great, and The Science of Being Well.

Both groups require full attention and intense study between meetings as I am actively participating at the meetings and not sitting back as if in lecture style.

Anyways…. through all this I know I am changing my course of direction in my life at my cellular level… and doing it fast.

Back to my dream-

I had left on my own…. without telling anyone. Just checked out and walked away from my life. I was alone. Not even Jon (my husband) was with me.
I remember walking and walking and walking for what seemed days. I walked through cities, in the forest, and seemed to be invisible because the people I walked past didn’t appear to acknowledge that I was there.

It was a long dream, and I must have been away from my life for weeks. No responsibilities…. no work….. no fear…. no deadlines…. just walking, and alone.

I remember walking past many cities…. and they were off in the distance. I could see the skyline of all the buildings with the sky and foreground- as if I was looking through a camera from very far away with a loooooong lens. And yet…. I could see the detail of the people walking down the streets.
I then walked on a beautiful deserted beach. The sand was fine and warm. The waves crashing along my feet and looking to my right at the sky in a beautiful firey sunset that lit the entire sky to red and orange.

It was so peaceful.

Suddenly I was back to my life… and Jon was telling me that it was ok that I was gone for 3 weeks… and that nobody missed me.

Everything was different. I didn’t recognize my life. There were people there that I apparently had known… yet I did not know them.

And then I woke up.

This dream stayed with me for days. The detail was intense. I felt peaceful about it and I KNOW it was my mind telling me that I am changing my life story at its cellular level.

Doesn’t matter to me about your opinion about this dream.

I know what it means to me.

What is cool about this dream is that it was SO DIFFERENT from all the dreams I have had in my life. And that the detail is so vivid in my memory…. LIKE I WAS REALLY DOING EVERYTHING…. not dreaming.

It is cool to know how powerful our minds are…. and how simple it is to actually make change in life to my dreams….. and not just wish my dreams to come true.

Week 12 ~ 2018 Commitment & Focus

I have had so many ah’ha’s and awarenesses this week that have made me grown up.

Seriously… hitting the big 6-0 in March and found myself thinking in a different paradigm that I can only attribute to week 12 webinar for my mastermind group….
The Master Key Experience.

We had an exercise on last Sunday’s webinar that I have done in the previous 2 years, this year was profoundly different.

We tightened up and condensed our Definite Major Purpose (DMP) from around 400 words to a concise 1 sentence. This was a major feat in of itself as I spent several months investigating the recesses of my mind of desires to really decide what I wanted in the remaining life I have.

In the 400 word version it describes my ideal health, business, and life with 
emotionally rich descriptions. 

The one sentence boiled down to the most committed part:

“I AM A: confident and successful business builder and leader earning in excess of $500,000/ year residual income enthusiastically helping others in Melaleuca to do the same with the teachings of MasterKeyMastermind and Go90Grow.”

It feels right.

So during the webinar, we put it on pause…. and everyone went to a mirror. I then spent the next 50 minutes reciting my 1 sentence DMP out loud while looking into the mirror at myself.
Knowing that the rest of the participants were doing the same, I felt invigorated. 

My experience during this ran the gamut of 1st being hesitant and quiet as I tried to memorize and then recite while looking into my eyes… to confidently speaking the sentence and letting it flow off my tongue without restarts.
Somewhere in all that, my mind began to actually see myself and my life in the future… and what it is like having already achieved it.

Very Powerful!!

I will definitely use this tool for other beliefs I want to cement into my cells as truth!

Week 11 ~ 2018 Its been awhile……

It’s been a loooooonnnggg while since my last blog post.

I am NOT happy nor proud about that. Matter of fact I have a healthy massive dissatisfaction about that and I am ok with feeling that emotion for a bit.

You see…. I was well on to the road of developing some new habits and BAM! Subby sneaked in with the old blueprint and I followed.

And here is what I am noticing:

I am kinder to myself about getting back on track and doing it

I’m over all happier

I am really noticing some personality traits that I know are not serving me like…. putting up walls to going out and meeting people, following through and finishing things.

Today I recommit to my mkmma drills with enthusiasm because I know when I follow the plan…. life moves in the direction I WANT IT TO.